A Father's Exhortation: Acquire Wisdom

My child, listen when your father corrects you, don't neglect your mother's instruction. What you learn from them will crown you with grace and be a chain of honor around your neck. My child, if sinners entice you, turn your back on them! They may say: "Come and join us. Let's hide and kill someone! Just for fun, let's ambush the innocent! Let's swallow them alive, like the grave, let's swallow them whole, like those who go down to the pit of death. Think of the great things we will get! We'll fill our houses with all the stuff we take. Come, throw in your lot with us; we'll all share the loot." My child, don't go along with them! Stay far away from their paths. They rush to commit evil deeds. They hurry to commit murder. If a bird sees a trap being set, it knows to stay away. But these people set an ambush for themselves; they are trying to get themselves killed. Such is the fate of all who greedy for money; it robs them of life.

Do not be tempted by evils. When evil thoughts hit you, focus on word of God. Do not let greed take control of myself, as it is leading to death.

The Purrpose of Proverbs

Monday-Still recovering from cold, Joseph's at work. 9.23pm
Rainy

Bible: NLT
These are the proverbs of Solomon, David's son, King of Israel. Their purpose is to teach people wisdom and discipline. to help them understand the insights of the wise. Their purpose is to teach people to live disciplined and successful lives, to help them do what is right, just and fair. These proverbs will give to the simple, knowledge and discernment to the young. Let the wise listen to these proverbs and become even wiser. Let those with understanding receive guidance by exploring the meaning in these proverbs and parables, the words of the wise and their riddles. Fear of the LORD is the foundation of true knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and discipline.

First, detach my personal feelings with the word of God. Never do it because of any emotional reasons, do it because it is the word from our Father. Listen. When He speaks.

胡言乱语随写篇

折腾人的一四年眨眼间已经过了四分一。而在这短短的三个月之间，我的事情一直没有间断过，流的眼泪比过去的两年来还多。甚至在最低迷绝望的时候好几次都浮现自我了断的念头。很多时候大家都会说那是一个很懦弱的想法，逃避不是方法然而当你在最绝望的时候那对你而言就是一个出口。

从失恋开始，就是一连串的其他事情。失恋那么多次，每次都还能保持着信念去相信下一站是幸福终点确实有点不切实际。要知道人生本来就是不完美的。有些人寻寻觅觅多年仍然注定孤独寡老，或许我是其一。失恋并不恐怖，恐怖的是失去相信自己的力量。而这次的失恋，让我失去的不只是一段感情，而是信心和信任。

新工作从一开始我就站在很不利于自己的位置上。深怕自己一做错就会落得像上一个人的下场一样被开除。而这还不只，其他同事一开始还有前辈加以训练看着，我一开始就落得只能自己来，出错怕被开除，偏偏又没人提点该留意什么，加上人手不够， 一个没有训练过的新人必须一个人做三个人的工作（两个前辈都同时不在，老板偶尔会帮忙但他通常有自己要忙的事），而且连刚放产假回来的旧同事也诧异：“我加入两年来这是最忙的一次。”我苦笑：“你回来之前的那两个月的工作量跟现在一样，而且从来没有停止过。”繁重的工作量其实不是让我崩溃的原因，难搞的客户才是最头痛的事。活到那么老，我还真没试过被任何一个人当狗一样看待（除了第一家公司的老板，当面把文件砸在我脸上说是垃圾）然而来到这里后，我几乎每一天都会遇到这样有压力无处发，拿我来开刀的变态。“没鬼用，烂，垃圾”等等低级的话我都被喝过。最苦的还是哑巴吃黄莲，做错了，被骂我服，然而很多时候被骂都是客户自己做错在先却又怕面子挂不住或不想付钱而把全部错推到我身上，这样的变态平均每星期我都会遇到。好在上星期，刚放产假回来的同事终于归队了，至少我的工作量减轻很多，也挨过了非人时期。什么杀不死你的都会使你更坚强。

老天好像嫌我的日子还不够难过似的，毫无预警之下让我收到屋主要在短期内收回屋子的消息。不知所措，心想你能不能带给我一点好消息呀？我压力已经很大了，失恋加上适应新工作已经让人喘不过气来。幸好在没几天后屋主说新屋主打算把房子继续出租，我们也都暂时不用搬了。

然而就在这时候，上次做的子宫颈癌检查结果不是很理想，细胞不正常，需要再做第二次检验。医生说暂时还不用接受治疗，做第二次检查时如果细胞没有恢复才开始接受治疗。或许乍听之下不是一个让人愉快的消息，但至少因为我有定时做检查的缘故才能提早发现。许多人患病了却因为没有症状而毫不知情，错过了可以抢救的黄金时期。如此想来，我还是幸运的一群人吧？想法和正确的信念真的很重要，它可以让你所向无敌，也能使一个人振作不起来，许多病人靠的不只是医生，最重要的是自己的信念。好人有好报，所以神会眷顾我的。